Fixation by Nicole Dykes

Author:Nicole Dykes [Dykes, Nicole]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2020-02-24T16:00:00+00:00

“So, do you have any plans? Or just flipping through channels and getting shit-faced for the rest of your life?”

Brandon takes a seat next to me on the couch in his living room, and I groan, putting the remote down. “Jesus, Dad. I’m just taking a moment to see what’s new with the world.”

He rolls his eyes, looking at the TV that’s currently on some old football game and turns it off. “I’m serious.”

“Have I worn out my welcome?”

He smirks. “You were never welcome in the first place.”

He’s fucking with me. He doesn’t seem to be in that shitty of a mood today. “Look, if it’s a problem, me being here, I can leave. Go stay in a hotel or something.” I’m not quite ready to leave Manhattan yet.

“That’s not what I mean. You can stay here. But don’t you want to do something else with your life?”

“Christ, who the fuck are you?”

“I would say I’m the only friend you’ve ever had. I’m trying to help you. You came here for a reason.”

“Not for you to be on my ass. I was bored.”

“Right.”

It irks me that he doesn’t believe me, but I won’t let him see it. “I have to go back to Kansas City sometime anyway.”

“Why?”

“My mom called. She wants a visit.”

He runs his hands through his hair, looking slightly nervous for me. “Shit. That’s not good.”

“It is what it is, probably the same bullshit you’re pulling right now.”

He doesn’t know much about my family, but he knows my hatred for my mother. “I actually give a damn.”

I’m guessing Gabby didn’t tell him what I said to her about Michael being a trigger for him because he never said a word about it. Gabby has stayed far away from me though, and I’ve given her space.

Mostly because of Brandon. But I also realize that Elle and she are close, and for whatever reason, I don’t want Elle angry with me either.

Last night at her place is still fucking with me today.

I don’t do foreplay. I don’t. I’m all about me when I fuck, and if the girl gets off, fine. But last night, all I wanted to do was taste her, worship her beautiful body, and get to know every single inch of her. I needed to see her explode with pleasure before I allowed myself to have my own.

That was crazy enough for me, but fucking her bare? Another total first for me. It was always instilled in me by my mother and my father to always use protection, my father telling me when I was twelve that you can’t believe a woman if she tells you she’s on birth control. I can still remember his deep, smooth voice, “You must protect the family name, Blake. Women will try to trap you in any way they can.” That conversation has stuck with me since then.

But last night, I saw the desperate need she had in her eyes, and I felt it too. All I wanted was no barrier between us.

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